i'm venti. i vent.

short blurbs of my life. here ya go world.
Sat Aug 22
“ For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered. But for those of us who can’t readily accept the God formula, the big answers don’t remain stone-written. We adjust to new conditions and discoveries. We are pliable. Love need not be a command or faith a dictum. I am my own God. We are here to unlearn the teachings of the church, state, and our educational system. We are here to drink beer. We are here to kill war. We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us Bukowski
fuck yes.

fuck yes.

Last night I realized something I hate knowing yet I need to face it. I need to stop being so in demand of guys having to listen to me speak or their constant attention. I just have to grasp onto the fact that not every boy I ever like will text me or call me when I want them to. Or even see me for that matter. It’s life; I gotta get over that. Hearing that from the mouth of a best friend really hits you hard. But hearing it from her who talked about it to one of my ex whatever the fuck he was to me, really hits hard..like really really hard. Eh, I just need someone to appreciates me for me. Who won’t fuck me over and over and over and over again. FUCKKKKKKK YA’LL.

oh and here we go..seniiiior schedule*~ woooot
1. AP Lit- stritzl
2. independent photo (part 2 lol)- cord …i hate saying that.
3. digital photo- kessler
4. (s1) prob & stat collcred - livolsi
4. (s2) - psych- rao
5. (s1) health - walsh
5. (s2) economics - quinan
6. luuuunch
7. drawing and painting 2- ryan
8. (1) gym - grillo
8. (2) philosophy - grey
9. (s1) - graphics 2- kessler
9. (s2) current legal issues - beinlich